sometimes i feel like i have so much love in my heart, that it is inevitable that it will constantly be breaking.
Every day since i have been with you, i wake up feeling blessed to be alive. something i had never ever felt in my entire life until i met you. you make me feel like the luckiest person in the world.. me… the bearer of bad luck since the day i was born. you have completely turned my life around for the better & made me look at the world with a new perspective. thanks to you i can now see beauty in even the smallest things. even bad days don’t seem so bad when i know i have you to come home to at the end of it. i love you so much. thank you for everything you’ve done for me.
watched this movie with my love last night. everytime i watch it it just makes me hate Zooey Deschanel even more lol.
i was also realizing today that you should never ever be with someone if you can’t list 10 reasons why you love them and why you think they are an amazing person. i know in my past relationship he would always ask me “why do you even love me?” and i never knew what to say. i guess the truth was i loved him because i wanted to love somebody and he made me feel needed. but that is no reason to be with somebody. you should be with someone because you truly love who they are as a person, and every day they do little things that make you realize how amazing they are.
my advice is to never settle for someone who makes you feel less than you are. never be with someone who spends more time making you cry than making you smile. you are a truly amazing person, and you should be with someone who makes you feel that way!!! :)
having to sit in traffic for an hour and a half every day on my way home has really helped me work on my patience. i’m being serious. i am really growing as a person. it was just a few months ago that i would have a panic attack nearly every time i drove on the highway… now i have to be on the highway for two hours every day, and i haven’t had a panic attack in two weeks. some days i still feel like complete and utter shit, but somedays i feel good. not the whole day, but i find myself every once in awhile thinking how nice things are. like how beautiful the city is, even if i am stuck in traffic in a car that is 135 degrees with no air conditioning…
i think it also really helps that i no longer feel an obligation to be in a relationship with someone who makes me unhappy. it feels so much better to not have to worry about how i am going to try to make someone happy that wasn’t putting any effort into trying to make ME happy. it feels so good to realize that i deserve to be treated better.
your eyes like mine, took me by surprise like summer rain.
knocked down, heart pounds, but my head keeps spinning.
and i’ll give all the love i’ve been saving up.
i’ll hold the red balloon as i fall deeper with you.
you’ve got to know you bring joy to everything,
even the weeping willow tree.
stand proud, i’m out
out of this tired and lonely game.
first time in my life
i see my fate unfolding.
and i’ll give all the love i’ve been saving up.
i’ll hold the red balloon as i fall deeper with you.
you’ve got to know you bring joy to everything,
even the weeping willow tree.
the light it came to us without a warning.
you can’t control the steady space of mourning.
and i’ll give all the love i’ve been saving up.
i’ll hold the red balloon as i fall deeper with you.
you’ve got to know you bring joy to everything,
even the weeping willow tree. <3 <3 <3