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You’re the only one who really knew me at all.
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if you are interested at all, you can download my new album Secrets I Told You for free here. If you haven’t heard any of my music before you can check soundcloud or check the “distance alone” tag on tumblr :)
everything is recorded at home with my mac, but i put a lot of my soul into each song, and i hope you like it.
thank you for giving my music a chance
xo
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This is a song i wrote probably about six months ago that i never had the courage to share with someone. Listening to it now, i am so glad this is over.
wake up another day
wake to the sound when you say
wake up, get out
this bed is mine now
so i stumble to the shower
and within an hour
i’m walking myself into work
and it hurts
to live this lie
pretending that we workand every day it gets easier to see
that you don’t love me
and every day your remarks leave more scars
i’ll just get in my car
and drive away
to a place
where people won’t ever treat me this way
but today is another day
i’ll just have to sleep away
and i probably should have left you
the first time you told a lie
to my face
but it’s alright
i’ll waste my life
being afraidand i don’t know why i put myself through
all the things you say or do
or don’t do and i wish
i could find the strength within me
to break away from this cell
i wish you well
but you’re making my life a living helland i probably should have left you
the first time you said goodbye
it would been easier
but now, i took a vow
and i’m stuck here living
like i’m barely living at all.
